I am a Rock by Simon and Garfunkel

A winter's day
In a deep and dark December;
I am alone,
Gazing from my window to the streets below
On a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow.
I am a rock,
I am an island.

I've built walls,
A fortress deep and mighty,
That none may penetrate.
I have no need of friendship; friendship causes pain.
It's laughter and it's loving I disdain.
I am a rock,
I am an island.

Don't talk of love,
Well, I've heard the word before.
It's sleeping in my memory.
I won't disturb the slumber of feelings that have died.
If I never loved I never would have cried.
I am a rock,
I am an island.

I have my books
And my poetry to protect me;
I am shielded in my armor,
Hiding in my room, safe within my womb.
I touch no one and no one touches me.
I am a rock,
I am an island.

And a rock feels no pain;
And an island never cries.

I learned one important lesson this summer. The person whom you think understands you the most can turn his back on you when you least expect him to. I never thought I will ever regret talking to him again. I made that decision when I was in fourth year because I wanted to end our friendship in a better manner. Better in a sense that we will be able to explain and understand why we should end it. [We both decided to give it another shot.]

I really don't know what I should feel, should feel abandoned, graver yet betrayed?

For now, I feel quite irritated[Ano ang english word for naiinis?], a little sad and hurt. Irritated because he left me hanging and both sad and hurt because he is my best friend or should I say was.

Anyway I don't totally regret giving our friendship another shot. I was able to find my very best friend in him. Sobrang nanghihinayang ako kasi hindi ko alam kung ano ang nangyari.

One Friend

by Dan Seals

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I always thought you were the best 
I guess I always will. 
I always thought that we were blessed 
And I feel that way still. 
Sometimes we took the hard road 
But we always saw it through. 

If I had only one friend left 
I'd want it to be you. 

Sometimes the world was on our side 
Sometimes it wasn't fair. 
Sometimes it gave a helping hand 
Sometimes we didn't care. 

'Cause when we were together 
It made the dream come true. 

If I had only one friend left 
I'd want it to be you. 

Someone who understands me 
And knows me inside out. 
Helps keep me together 
And believes without a doubt, 
That I could move a mountain 
Someone to tell it to. 

If I had only one friend left 
I'd want it to be you. 

Someone who understands me
And knows me inside out. 
And helps keep me together 
And believes without a doubt, 
That I could move a mountain 
Someone to tell it to. 

If I had only one friend left 
I'd want it to be you.